"aholic"

For anyone who had to look twice at the title I do apologize for it does not say alcoholic just the ending of the word. I could be all proper and tell you what the suffix -aholic means but I don't feel like it :). I have discovered what my aholic is though....working. To deal with stress and problems I work. That's actually how I am at work today working a double. I volunteered. Why? Well the reason is two fold actually. 1. Because I would just be sitting at home like a lazy bum if I weren't 2. Bc I make money to pay bills and 3. Because it offers an escape to personal life's issues. (okay so that was 3 ...oops) I have a few things in my life I should take care of, none of them serious, just small, minute (tic tac sized if you will) things. My mind equates that too why deal with them when I could be at work. Sone of the things I need to deal with will hurt emotionally but need to be done. I guess I will jump on that this week. It's funny how we all deal with things differently. I have a good friend who just runs. I wish I could motivate myself to do that it's much healthier than working I bet! So today I an working 11-11 in an effort to put off what I shouldn't be. Don't worry this working all thetine thing isn't permanent! It will cease once I am back in my element (and after my boss hires some more cashiers there is just two of us right now)
I can't wait to be in my normal groove of things. I dint mind working and making money but I def don't canto become obsessive. After all, somewhere in here school and wedding planning must still fit. It will. One thing I have learned this semester is time management. Seriously, I plan time and multi task much more than I used too. I realized somewhere over the last few winks that I grew up in some respects. It seems like just yesterday I graduated from highschool and now it's been almost four years. I still have decisions to make and things to do but for now I am just an aholic...workaholic that is.